I was supposed to go to the Dr's this morning but, when I awoke at 7 am, I was just too tired to even roll over, nevermind get out of bed. I called to make an appointment on Monday. With it being a clinic, I have to wait till Monday to call to make the appointment.
John is off to work, finishing off the roof. He had a bad day yesterday. I'm just glad his son wasn't around all day. He worked too...interesting.
My kids and I had a couple games of basketball and bowling on the Wii this morning. Its so much fun. I really should get back into the yoga I used to do.
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
Just a bit worried
My Dad is back in the hospital again. Mom says he is doing better today after getting is blood transfusion last night.
He went from not eating or drinking to, now he is sleeping and eating and more energized. I hope he gets out of the hospital soon, by Father's Day at least.
He went from not eating or drinking to, now he is sleeping and eating and more energized. I hope he gets out of the hospital soon, by Father's Day at least.
Thursday, June 17, 2010
Its all in time...
The hamburger is cooked, the potatoes are on, watching Ink Heart with my kids, waiting for John to come home with vegetables for the Shepherds Pie.
Sigh...
Woke up this morning. Could hardly move. My lower back is so sore. Every time I take a deep breathe it hurts so bad. Head ache is gone though..thank goodness. Found my massage, its been living on my back almost all day.
Making shepherds pie for dinner. Yumm. Some will have to peal the potatoes though.
Making shepherds pie for dinner. Yumm. Some will have to peal the potatoes though.
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Somethings up.
Went to have a nap, it lasted until 11 00. Got up had a coffee and bowl of soup. Still not feeling all to well. Tired, and just not feeling right, a bid head ache I just can't get rid of and, can't stay out of bathroom today.
A Blaaaa Day
6 am start after a late night, totally by accident. Time just flies when you with good friends.
My back is sore, I'm feeling kind of blue. I feel like something has happened, and I am just waiting for my body to process it. Not sure what, but I'm sure if my brain catches up with the rest of my body, I can figure it out. Stress so much damage to a persons boday, did you know that?
Going back to bed now that I have caught up on all my sites. Maybe I can just sleep this day away. I will post something later tonight, if anything worth telling you happens.
My back is sore, I'm feeling kind of blue. I feel like something has happened, and I am just waiting for my body to process it. Not sure what, but I'm sure if my brain catches up with the rest of my body, I can figure it out. Stress so much damage to a persons boday, did you know that?
Going back to bed now that I have caught up on all my sites. Maybe I can just sleep this day away. I will post something later tonight, if anything worth telling you happens.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
What to do...
Had lunch with a friend...all you can eat fish and chips...too bad I could only eat 3 peices of fish and 1/2 my fries. It was very good though. I'm sure with all the stress I went thru this morning and, having somewhat of a later breakfast, I wasn't as hungry as I thought. Picked up the kids from school, now sitting here wondering what too do...1 child is grounded, the other making a couple grilled cheese, teenagers...gotta eat after school.
And I wonder why I am so short with some people...
My day ended last night with my daughter grounded because she went to a friends house after school without leaving a phone number or address where she is. I went to go pick them up from their Dad's to find out she wasn't there. I got mad at my 15 yr old son for not letting me know before I got there. My friend and I drove over there, then found out. After I was finished dinner, John went to get them. Yes I called to make sure she was there. She came in, went right too her room. Not sure what John said too her but, she knew I was mad as hell.
Another early start to my day. Up at 6 30 driving kids by 7 home by 7 20, had to get gas again this morning. Listen to John and Blair fight over why John doesn't give shit whether Blair goes to school anymore. He's 18 with a grade 6-10 education ( grade 6 math but 10 english), how this kid got anywhere in school I will never know. He got kicked out of school in what is supposed to be grade 8 so what 4 yrs ago. I ended the fight by throwing a 20 down the stairs and told him, now you have no reason to go to school, with it only getting ripped up in little peices (yes he actually ripped up a 20 dollar bill). Found all the peices and taped it back together. Well now he wont be going to school. John after a while finally left to go to work, I told him he's lucky, he doesn't have to stay here, with his reply, well no but, I do go to work wondering what is going on here now with his attitude. I told him I will be going out later so wont be home all day. Not too worry.
A short while later John calls to let me know, no one knows what the hell he is talking about. He is supposed to be picking up some material for work. I called the guy who arranged it to find out, John is at the wrong place. Call John back tell him where he is supposed to be only to get yelled at, he doesn't know where that place is. He calls back 20 minutes later to yell at me again telling me he is lost in the middle of buttfucknowhere, so is now coming home. Calls back again in 10 minutes to let me know he is actually, by mistake, on his way to where he is supposed to be.
I can only hope that when we move, in the next couple months, we are less 1 child, and I mean that whole heartidly, and less 1 dog. Then I will be a happy women.
I on the other hand can't wait to go out for lunch with my friend I spent the day with. I feel like I have had a full day already and its only 10: 48 by my computer. I still have 12 hours to go before I am in bed.
Another early start to my day. Up at 6 30 driving kids by 7 home by 7 20, had to get gas again this morning. Listen to John and Blair fight over why John doesn't give shit whether Blair goes to school anymore. He's 18 with a grade 6-10 education ( grade 6 math but 10 english), how this kid got anywhere in school I will never know. He got kicked out of school in what is supposed to be grade 8 so what 4 yrs ago. I ended the fight by throwing a 20 down the stairs and told him, now you have no reason to go to school, with it only getting ripped up in little peices (yes he actually ripped up a 20 dollar bill). Found all the peices and taped it back together. Well now he wont be going to school. John after a while finally left to go to work, I told him he's lucky, he doesn't have to stay here, with his reply, well no but, I do go to work wondering what is going on here now with his attitude. I told him I will be going out later so wont be home all day. Not too worry.
A short while later John calls to let me know, no one knows what the hell he is talking about. He is supposed to be picking up some material for work. I called the guy who arranged it to find out, John is at the wrong place. Call John back tell him where he is supposed to be only to get yelled at, he doesn't know where that place is. He calls back 20 minutes later to yell at me again telling me he is lost in the middle of buttfucknowhere, so is now coming home. Calls back again in 10 minutes to let me know he is actually, by mistake, on his way to where he is supposed to be.
I can only hope that when we move, in the next couple months, we are less 1 child, and I mean that whole heartidly, and less 1 dog. Then I will be a happy women.
I on the other hand can't wait to go out for lunch with my friend I spent the day with. I feel like I have had a full day already and its only 10: 48 by my computer. I still have 12 hours to go before I am in bed.
Monday, June 14, 2010
My first day.
On my first day of blogging, I will have to really open my mind.
It was another early start to the day with, getting up at 6, wake up the kids, take them to their Dad's then home again. I had to make a trip to the gas station so this wasn't as easy as normally it would have been. With literally no coffee in my system, I used the wrong card, which in turn meant, using the wrong pin number and entering the wrong amount I wanted. What should have been a 5 minute stop, ended up taking 20 minutes.
That's how my day started...
My step son just came home. Have I mentioned he is the only person in my life I totally and undeniably do not like. He has no respect for anyone or anything. Along with his brother and mother, they think they rule the world and everything in it. His mother, you might as well just say, abandoned both her children for, what she thought would be a better life. Drinking and drugs, and when she thought the time was right, would introduce them too it all. Her older son Tyler, has decided that having responsibilities for anything is not for him. My step son, has decided that he needs to pick that up as well, since it has gotten his brother oh so far in life. He decided since his brother didn't want to do anything with his dog, he rescued in another province, that he should take it on. We tried to talk him out of it, telling him, you don't have a job to buy food for the dog, you don't have a job to take the dog to the vet if she gets sick. He wasn't going to hear any of it...well guess who looks after the dog. Who bites people, barks at everything, but is scared of everything at the same time. ME! I so want to get another job just so I can get away. My kids are at school, he never even knows where she is 1/2 the time, the only time he calls her is when he is going to bed. John is at work so, he's not around to look after her. All this I knew was going to happen, I was dead set against having this dog stay here for any length of time. Oh ya right, it was only supposed to be for a month or two until Tyler found a place to live where he could have her. Well that month or two passed two months ago. He wont take her back, wont take her to the pound...he knew she bit people, so wouldn't let the SPCA do any testing on her to see if she was adoptable. He knew she wouldn't pass, and in turn, knew they would say, she would be PTS if left there. John of course feels bad for her so, got attached to her, so now wont let her go either. I AM SO PISSED!
Well I guess I know how my day will go now that he is back. He spent the night at his mothers, and well, when he left he was all, yes Dad, yes Kathleen or Mom, which I ended rather quickly. I then said to John, well he is up too something, he's calling me Kathleen and Mom again. The only time he is nice to the two of us, is when he has done something and hasn't gotten caught or, is going to do something or ask for something. I'm sure he'll be asking for his "buddy" to move in next. I already said "Over my dead body will that happen, you want too live together, move out"! Of course that will never happen. I'm sure my two kids will move out long before that kid does. It will be just to get away from him and his BS. I might have to move with them haha.
Well Valerie, a very good friend of mine, is on her way. We are going fabric shopping...
Well this day has come to an end. Had lunch with a good friend then, went fabric shopping. That was interesting for sure. How fun...so many things that could be made. Gives a person so much thought of what one could make. The dresses, pillow cases, and so much more.
Tomorrow is another day of fun. Lunch and well, we'll see how much trouble we can get into.
It was another early start to the day with, getting up at 6, wake up the kids, take them to their Dad's then home again. I had to make a trip to the gas station so this wasn't as easy as normally it would have been. With literally no coffee in my system, I used the wrong card, which in turn meant, using the wrong pin number and entering the wrong amount I wanted. What should have been a 5 minute stop, ended up taking 20 minutes.
That's how my day started...
My step son just came home. Have I mentioned he is the only person in my life I totally and undeniably do not like. He has no respect for anyone or anything. Along with his brother and mother, they think they rule the world and everything in it. His mother, you might as well just say, abandoned both her children for, what she thought would be a better life. Drinking and drugs, and when she thought the time was right, would introduce them too it all. Her older son Tyler, has decided that having responsibilities for anything is not for him. My step son, has decided that he needs to pick that up as well, since it has gotten his brother oh so far in life. He decided since his brother didn't want to do anything with his dog, he rescued in another province, that he should take it on. We tried to talk him out of it, telling him, you don't have a job to buy food for the dog, you don't have a job to take the dog to the vet if she gets sick. He wasn't going to hear any of it...well guess who looks after the dog. Who bites people, barks at everything, but is scared of everything at the same time. ME! I so want to get another job just so I can get away. My kids are at school, he never even knows where she is 1/2 the time, the only time he calls her is when he is going to bed. John is at work so, he's not around to look after her. All this I knew was going to happen, I was dead set against having this dog stay here for any length of time. Oh ya right, it was only supposed to be for a month or two until Tyler found a place to live where he could have her. Well that month or two passed two months ago. He wont take her back, wont take her to the pound...he knew she bit people, so wouldn't let the SPCA do any testing on her to see if she was adoptable. He knew she wouldn't pass, and in turn, knew they would say, she would be PTS if left there. John of course feels bad for her so, got attached to her, so now wont let her go either. I AM SO PISSED!
Well I guess I know how my day will go now that he is back. He spent the night at his mothers, and well, when he left he was all, yes Dad, yes Kathleen or Mom, which I ended rather quickly. I then said to John, well he is up too something, he's calling me Kathleen and Mom again. The only time he is nice to the two of us, is when he has done something and hasn't gotten caught or, is going to do something or ask for something. I'm sure he'll be asking for his "buddy" to move in next. I already said "Over my dead body will that happen, you want too live together, move out"! Of course that will never happen. I'm sure my two kids will move out long before that kid does. It will be just to get away from him and his BS. I might have to move with them haha.
Well Valerie, a very good friend of mine, is on her way. We are going fabric shopping...
Well this day has come to an end. Had lunch with a good friend then, went fabric shopping. That was interesting for sure. How fun...so many things that could be made. Gives a person so much thought of what one could make. The dresses, pillow cases, and so much more.
Tomorrow is another day of fun. Lunch and well, we'll see how much trouble we can get into.
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